heyy
i suddenly feel so..unaccomplished.
like. im doing preetty badly in school, even though some ppl are killing me for my chinese marks. butbutbut. its still so.. bad! omg. i cant stand it. i look at all the JC1 ppl's scores today, and i ask myself how on earth am i gonna gewt such grades from where im standing now. sighs. its gonna be a humongous big leap. sighs. i think im gonna die la. especially when the progress report comes in. small and inconspicous, demoralised, contradicted, wadever.

ohh! i went to church today!! finally! after 1 month. ahhaha. missed it so much. the smell, the ppl, and the sunday sch. hahhaha
kinda comforting to see tt ppl missed me and stuff. even though odya was pretty uneventful, me going baack made it eventful. for me at least! XD hahhaa.